Something so Natural

Its almost half a year since I moved to San Diego. A lot has happened, but I hope it is worth it.

Still on the lookout finding my career and nothing more.

Working at the same restaurant. Its good and nice. People there are not born in America like i am but it is interesting interacting with them. 

Joanna - the one that hired me, great person.

ying - great person. same last name as I.

Mei - Reminds me of a game character. My boss basically. Great personality.

Sara - canto speaker. funny/positive personality. my translator.

Lu - glasses. Hard worker and young to climb up the top. 

Jason - Tall. Taught me what I need to know.

Tim - Very edgy when working, but is happy majority of the time. We talk about life.

David - half korean. We talk about fitness and body building n stuff.

Sam - pure innocent, no yin in his heart. 

Greg - hard/crazy worker, hard to tell the two but he gets the job done. 

Thomas - Plays tennis. buys food for us on busy days, great guy.

Kevin - Great guy. Really chill and young considering his age. He is really cool.

Kinda feels like family with these people. Never really been a part of something like this where we all have something in common. But for sure its the opposite from the last society. It is different. I never really thought I would be accepted in a way or actually feel like this. Is it normal to? I just feel I just cant get too close to these people cause it may put them in an unwanted position. In any case I need to gain myself.

Like her I will keep reminding her of herself and making sure she does not change badly. Once someone has changed it is hard to change them back. But with the right mind and the idea I believe it is possible to change them back to the good.

Kiss me now

and for this I vow.

Kiss me

on the street 

under the lamp heat,

where we first met,

under the cloud sweat

with raindrops, fall, with each other’s duet

and…

when the cloudsets, 

our hands will be met 

as we count the star’s set

as we gaze upon the sky wet 

so like this run-on poem would never forget

and so…

kiss me now, so that we may be forever in each other’s debt

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Waves so blue, yet so high.

I wouldn’t trade it all, all for a simply ply.

The gazed at the distance is forevermore. 

But who knows? maybe the 20/200 found the one they adore. 

Movement here, movement there, everywhere is a movement war.

Struggle what is important deteriorates and soon becomes all so poor.

Who am I to pour?

Only just a question waiting on the front door.

Answer for a question.

Waitin for an expression for an impression.

Obsession!

getin a suggestion to finally make progression. 

In life like the sea

you need not to see.

Because if eve naught eat the apple tree,

Imaginative figurine is all the better spree.

April 01, 2012

Currently Listening to: Norah Jones - Don’t Know Why

Finding myself stuck under a rock, 

getting a little hard to get out,

but no shame to be in it to see it through

for I know what is all fair with love and true.

foreshadows here with the sound of my phone

for who am i really but just another human drone.

A secret sensation is at its graze

to harvest all of the newer days,

but for whom to show

but only for that one person that glows.

Illusions here for cloud to my judgement 

reflections refraction there, to divert my prejudgement.

well cut me now from all of this.

Lying. Is the truth we see from everyone’s dis.

Don’t get my word’s twisted I am not perfect either.

but stay true to yourself is the best breather. 

Malicious actions for the mal-beings

laying, on the street for their freeings.

well shoot me now for being different.

selecting big when you are small,

going hard when you are soft,

I left, u right,

what is the problem of this fight?

empty as it may be

or nothing as you may see

are all the bits and bulks the same to me.

The only difference is, is the feeling of “belonging”, see?

Fog and darkness are all the same

but not to be mistaken for your flame.

Darkness will always linger and your judgement will go astray, 

never forget who you are and I will see you at bay.  

3/14/2012

Currently listening : Aruarian Dance - Samurai Champloo

I was doing this internship for like 2 months and it was really cool up to the point where I found out the stuff they did, not cool. 

They proved me a place to live for the duration of the internship and roomed with 3 other roommates. 

Octavio the burrito, Neelan the Indian Canadian, and Jeff the Shanghai. It was really cool getting to know these guys and we all bonded well.

Octavio was my roommate so we got a long just fine since i grew up with a bunch of mexicans. Jeff had an heavy accent, but you cant blame him. He did not talk much but it was still fun nonetheless. He wanted to try everything and anything he can which was the funny part lolz. Neelan… omg where to begin…. he is awkward and just isn’t around here. When I was working with him i just bag on him as the Canadian, despite the fact that we are in his “hood” with a bunch of Indians. Even tho he is 28 and still making mistakes you would not want to see him like this, so I still help him.

It was quite the experience moving to San Diego. I met a lot of different people and friends. Learned more interesting things about the indian culture, it was really good. 

Unfortunately, jeff does not like the company so he decided to leave and is going to go back to new york. 

Although we all don’t know a lot from each other, but we all became friends pretty well. Good friends and good memories are hard to come by.

As I stood outside the airport watching him carry his luggage into the airport I wonder to myself if I will ever see him again. It was really fun while it lasted I wonder what San Diego has in store for me. 

Right now I am living with the Liaos family and they are extremely nice. They invite me to stuff and invite me to eat, its like being a part with the family. Its really nice and I like it here. I hope I find my career sometime soon.

Kevin D.